Empty...

Toata lumea imi spune ca e frig . Nu simnt........Imi simt doar sufletul gol, amortit.....M-am blocat. Zilele trec fulgerator pe langa mine iar eu stau pe loc si nu inteleg nimic.
Incerc sa uit dimineti si seri, nopti si zile, vise, amintiri, drumuri si locuri. Sa-mi scot din suflet saruturi si mangaieri, imbratisari si mirosul de parfum ...
Cum ii explic (lui, sufletului) ca ce-a fost ieri, azi nu mai e? Cum se merge mai departe? Cum zambesti cand sufletul tau plange? Cum faci tristetea sa dispara? Cum gasesti drumul inapoi catre tine cand ai fost doar a lui? Cum se uita? Cum.....?

"If I go tomorrow and never come back will you miss me? And if you forget me will you still feel that something's gone from your life and the empty spot can't be filled with anything?
Will you still be.....you, without me?
When I think of you would you smile, even if you don't know why? When I dream of you would you dream with me?
And if none of the above is true...Who am I? Who was I?"